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Prologue
from
The Outlandish Companion, p. xvii-xxix
Copyright
© 1999 Diana Gabaldon, The Outlandish
Companion. All rights reserved.
Well,
it was all an accident, is what it was. I wasnt trying to be published;
I wasnt even going to show it to anyone. I just wanted to write a book-any
kind of book. Not
actually any kind of book. Fiction. See, Im a storyteller. I cant
take any particular credit for this-I was born that way. When my sister and I
were very young and shared a bedroom, we stayed up far into the night, nearly
every night, telling enormous, convoluted, continuing stories, with casts of thousands
(like I said, I was born with this). Still,
even though I knew I was a storyteller from an early age, I didnt know quite
what to do about it. Writing fiction is not a clearly marked career path, after
all. Its not like law, where you go to school for X years, pass an exam,
and bing! you can charge people two hundred dollars an hour to listen to your
expert opinions (my sisters a lawyer). Writers mostly make it up as they
go along, and there is no guarantee that if you do certain things, you will get
published. Still less is there any guarantee that youll make a living at
it. Now,
I come from a very conservative background (morally and financially, not politically).
My parents would take my sister and me out for dinner now and then, and while
waiting for the food to be served, would point out the oldest, most harried looking
waitress in the place, saying sternly, Be sure you get a good education,
so you dont have to do that when youre fifty! With
this sort of nudging going on at home, its no wonder that I didnt
announce that I was moving to London to become a novelist right after high school.
Instead, I got a B.S. in zoology, an M.S. in marine biology, a Ph.D. in ecology,
and a nice job as a research professor at a large university, complete with fringe
benefits, pension plans, etc. The only trouble was that I still wanted to write
novels. Now,
I have had a rather varied scientific career, featuring such highlights as the
postdoctoral appointment where I was paid to butcher seabirds (I can reduce a
full-grown gannet to its component parts in only three hours. Oddly enough, I
have yet to find another job requiring this skill) or the job where I tortured
boxfish and got interrogated by the FBI (they didnt care about the civil
rights of the boxfish; it was the Russian exchange scientist grinding up clams
in my laboratory they were after). At the time when my desire to write novels
resurfaced, though, I was working at Arizona State University, writing Fortran
programs to analyze the contents of bird gizzards. This
was really an accident; I was supposed to be developing a research program dealing
with nesting behavior in colonially breeding birds. However, I was the only person
in my research center who had (and I quote the director) a background in
computers. At the time, said background amounted to one Fortran
class, which I had taken in the College of Business in order to keep my husband
company. However, as the director logically pointed out, this was 100 percent
more computer knowledge than anyone else in the place had. I was therefore drafted
to help with the analysis of ten years worth of avian dietary data, using
punch cards, coding sheets, and the universitys mainframe computer. (In
other words, this was long before the term Internet became a household
word.) At
the conclusion of the eighteen months of labor-which resulted in a gigantic eight-hundred-page
coauthored monograph on the dietary habits of the birds of the Colorado River
Valley-I said to myself, You know, there are probably only five other people in
the entire world who care about bird gizzards. Still, if they knew about these
programs Ive written, it would save each one of those five people eighteen
months of effort. Thats about seven and a half years of wasted work. Why
is there no way for me to find those five people and share these programs with
them? The
net result of this rhetorical question was a scholarly journal called Science
Software, which I founded, edited, and wrote most of for several years. A
secondary result was that when my husband quit his job to start his own business
and we needed more money, I was in a position to seek freelance writing work with
the computer press. I
sent a query letter to the editors of Byte, InfoWorld, PC,
and several other large computer magazines, enclosing both a recent copy of Science
Software and a copy of a Walt Disney comic book I had written. The query said
roughly, As you can see from the enclosed, youll never find anyone
better qualified to review scientific and technical software-and at the same time,
capable of appealing to a wide popular audience. By
good fortune, the microcomputer revolution had just bloomed, to the point where
there actually was a fair amount of scientific and technical software on the market.
And as one of perhaps a dozen experts in the newly invented field
of scientific computation (its really pretty easy to be an expert, when
there are only twelve people in the world who do what you do), I got immediate
assignments. It was in the course of one of these that a software vendor sent
me a trial membership to CompuServe, for the purpose of mentioning a support forum
that the vendor maintained for the software I was reviewing. I
spent half an hour checking out the software support forum, and then-finding myself
with several hours of free connect time in hand-set out to see what else might
be available in this fascinating new online world. This being the mid-1980s, there
was not nearly so much online as there is today (there was no World Wide Web;
only the subscription services, such as CompuServe, GEnie, and Prodigy. America
Online didnt even exist yet). Still, among the resources available then
(on CompuServe) was a group called the Literary Forum. This
was a fascinating group of individuals who all liked books. That was the only
common denominator; the group included people of every conceivable background
and profession-among them, a few published writers, a good many aspiring writers,
and a great many nonwriters who simply liked to discuss books and writing. Finding
this congenial gathering to be the ideal social life for a busy person with small
children-something like a twenty-four-hour cocktail party-I promptly signed up
with CompuServe, and began logging on to the Literary Forum several times a day,
to read and exchange posted messages with the kindred spirits there. At
this point in my life, I had a full-time job with the university, I was writing
part-time for the computer press, and I had three children, ages six, four, and
two. Im not sure quite why I thought this was the ideal time to begin writing
my long-intended novel-mania induced by sleep deprivation, perhaps-but I did. I
didnt intend to show this putative novel to anyone. It wasnt for publication;
it was for practice. I had come to the conclusion-based on experience-that the
only real way of learning to write a novel was probably to write a novel. Thats
how I learned to write scientific articles, comic books, and software reviews,
after all. Why should a novel be different? If
I didnt mean to show it to anyone, it wouldnt matter whether what
I wrote was bad or not, so I neednt feel self-conscious in the process of
writing it; I could just concentrate on the writing. And, if it was just for practice,
I neednt worry too much about what kind of novel it was. I made only two
rules for myself: One, I would not give up, no matter how bad I thought it was,
until I had finished the complete book, and two, I would do my level best in the
writing, at all times. So
what
kind of novel should this be? Well, I read everything, and lots of it, but perhaps
more mysteries than anything else. Fine, I thought, Id write a mystery. But
then I began to think. Mysteries have plots. I wasnt sure I knew how to
do plots. Perhaps I should try something easier for my practice book, then write
a mystery when I felt ready for a real book. Fine.
What was the easiest possible kind of book for me to write, for practice? (I didnt
see any point in making things difficult for myself.) After
considerable thought, it seemed to me that perhaps a historical novel would be
the easiest thing to try. I was a research professor, after all; I had a huge
university library available, and I knew how to use it. I thought it seemed a
little easier to look things up than to make them up-and if I turned out to have
no imagination, I could steal things from the historical record. Okay.
Fine. Where to set this historical novel? I have no formal background in history;
one time or place would do as well as another. Enter
another accident. I rarely watch TV, but at the time I was in the habit of viewing
weekly PBS reruns of Doctor Who (a British science-fiction serial), because
it gave me just enough time to do my nails. So, while pondering the setting for
my hypothetical historical novel, I happened to see one very old episode of Doctor
Who featuring a companion of the Doctors-a young Scottish
lad named Jamie MacCrimmon, whom the Doctor had picked up in 1745. This character
wore a kilt, which I thought rather fetching, and demonstrated-in this particular
episode-a form of pigheaded male gallantry that Ive always found endearing:
the strong urge on the part of a man to protect a woman, even though he may realize
that shes plainly capable of looking after herself. I
was sitting in church the next day, thinking idly about this particular show (no,
oddly enough, I dont remember what the sermon was about that day), when
I said suddenly to myself, Well, heck. You want to write a book, you need a historical
period, and it doesnt matter where or when. The important thing is just
to start, somewhere. Okay. Fine. Scotland, eighteenth century. So
went out to my car after Mass, dug a scrap of paper out from under the front seat,
and thats where I began to write Outlander; no outline, no plot,
no characters-just a time and a place. The
next stop was plainly the Arizona State University library, where I went the next
day. I began my research by typing SCOTLAND HIGHLANDS EIGHTEENTH CENTURY into
the card catalog-and one thing led to another. I
had not the slightest intention of telling my online acquaintances in the Literary
Forum what I was up to. I didnt want even the best-intentioned of advice;
I wanted simply to figure out how to write a novel, and was convinced that I must
do this on my own-Id never asked anyone how to write a software review or
a comic book script, after all, and I didnt want anyone telling me things
before Id worked out for myself what I was doing. So
I didnt say anything. To anybody. I just wrote, a bit every day, in between
the other things I was doing, like changing diapers and writing grant proposals. Some
eight months along in this process I found myself one night having an argument
with a gentleman in the Literary Forum, about what it felt like to be pregnant.
He asserted that he knew what this was like; his wife had had three children. I
laughed (electronically) and replied, Yeah, buster, Ive had three
children! To
which his reply was, So tell me what you think its like. Now,
among the fragments of the story that I had so far was one short piece in which
a woman (Jenny Murray) tells her curious brother (Jamie Fraser) what it feels
like to be pregnant. Since this piece seemed to sum up the experience with more
eloquence than I could manage in a brief posted message, I told my correspondent
that I had a piece explaining the phenomenon, and that Id put
in the Literary Forum Library. Most
conversations on CompuServe forums are public; that is, posted messages are visible
to everyone, unless theyve been marked as private (in which case, theyre
visible only to the participants). Anyone may enter a thread (a series
of bulletin-board-like messages and replies on a given topic) as they like. A
number of people had been following the pregnancy argument, and so when I posted
my piece in the library, they went and read it. Several
of them came back and left messages to me, saying (in effect), This is great!
What is it? To
which I cleverly replied, I dont know. Well,
wheres the beginning? they asked. I
havent written that yet, I answered. Well
put
up more of it! they said. So
I did. Let me explain that I not only dont write with an outline, I dont
write in a straight line. I write in bits and pieces, and glue them together,
like a jigsaw puzzle. So whenever I had a piece that seemed to stand
on its own, without too much explanation, Id post it in the library. And
gradually, people began to talk about my pieces, and to ask me about the book
that was taking shape. Eventually, they said to me, You know, this stuff
is good; you should try to publish it. Yeah,
right, I said. Its just for practice, and I dont even
know what kind of book it is. (What with the time travel and the Loch Ness Monster
and a few other things, I sort of didnt think it was a historical novel
anymore, but I had no idea what it might be instead.) On the other hand
if
I wanted to publish it, what should I do? Get
an agent was the prompt response from several published authors with whom
I had become friendly. An agent can get you read much faster than if you
submit the manuscript yourself, and if it does sell, an agent can negotiate a
much better contract than you can. Fine,
I said. How do I find an agent? Well
,
they said, youre nowhere near finished with the book, you say, so
you have plenty of time. Why dont you just ask around? Found out which agents
handle what, who has a good name in the industry, who you should keep away from,
and so on. So
I did. I listened to the stories of published authors, I asked questions, and
after several months of such casual research, I thought I had found an agent who
was a good prospect. His name was Perry Knowlton, and he appeared to be both reputable
and well-known in publishing. Still better, he appeared to have no objection either
to unorthodox books or to very long books-both of which, it dawned on me, I had. However,
I had no idea how to approach this man. I had heard that he didnt accept
unsolicited queries, and he wasnt available online. Still, I was a long
way from finished with the book, so I didnt worry about it; just kept asking
questions. I
was conversing one day (via posted messages) with an author I knew casually named
John Stith, who writes science fiction/mysteries, and asked him if he could tell
me about his agent, if he had one. John
replied that he did have representation-Perry Knowlton. Would you like me
to introduce you to him? John asked. I know youre nearly ready
to look for an agent. Presented
with this gracious offer, I swallowed hard, and said weakly, Er
thatd
be nice, John. Thanks! John
then sent a note to Perry, essentially saying that I might be worth looking at.
I followed this with my own query, explaining that I had been selling nonfiction
(and comic books) for some years, but that now I was writing fiction and I understood
that I really needed a good agent. He had been recommended to me by several writers
whose opinions I respected; would he be interested in reading excerpts of this
rather long novel I had? (I didnt tell him I wasnt finished writing
the thing yet; excerpts were all I had.) Perry
kindly called and said yes, hed read my excerpts. I sent him the miscellaneous
chunks I had, with a rough synopsis to bind them together-and he took me on, on
the basis of an unfinished first novel. At
any rate, I went on writing and six months later finally finished the book. I
sent Perry the manuscript, and also mentioned that I would be in New York the
next week, for a scientific conference-perhaps I could come by and meet him face-to-face? When
I went up to Perrys office, I was rather apprehensive, since I knew that
he had by this time read the manuscript-but I didnt know what he thought
about it. Perry himself turned out to be a charming gentleman who did his best
to put me at my ease, taking me back to his office and chatting about various
of his other clients. It was at this point that I discovered that-in addition
to those electronic acquaintances from whom Id learned of him-Perry also
represented such eminent writers as Brian Moore, Ayn Rand (granted, she was dead,
but still
), Tony Hillerman, Frederick Forsyth, and Robertson Davies. If
these revelations were not enough to unnerve me, he had my manuscript sitting
on his desk, in the enormous orange boxes in which Id mailed it. I was positive
that at some point in the conversation he was going to cough apologetically and
tell me that having now seen the whole thing, he was afraid that he really didnt
think it was salable, and give it back to me. However,
as I was sitting there listening to him (meanwhile thinking, If you have the nerve
to call Robertson Davies Robbie, youre a better man than I am,
Gunga Din), he said instead, You know, the thing about Freddy Forsyth and
Robbie Davies is that both those guys are great storytellers. Then he laid
a hand on my manuscript, smiled at me, and said, And youre another
one. At
this point, I really didnt care whether we sold the book or not. I felt
as though Id been beatified. As it was, though, I gathered sufficient presence
of mind to ask what he planned to do with the book. Oh,
he said casually, Im sending it to five editors today, and proceeded
to tell me about the editor whom he thought was the best prospect. Really,
I said, swallowing. And
er
how long do you think it might take
to hear back? I had, like most aspiring writers, read all the publishing
information in Writers Market, and knew it often took six, nine, even twelve
months to hear from an editor. Oh,
Perry said, even more casually, Ive told them I want an answer in
thirty days. At this point, I decided that I had probably picked the right
agent. So
I went home to wait-as patiently as possible-for thirty days. Four days later,
though, I came home to find a message waiting on my answering machine. This
is Perry, said a calm voice. Ive just called to update you on
your manuscript. Uh-oh,
I said to myself. One of the five took one look at the box and said, Im
not reading a ten-pound manuscript, take it back. So I called Perry, expecting
to hear this. Instead,
he said, Well, of the five I sent it so, so far three of them have called
back with offers. Oh,
I said, and paused, feeling as though Id been hit on the head with a blunt
instrument. Ah. Thats
uh
good. Isnt it? Perry
assured me that it was. He then negotiated among the various editors for two weeks,
emerging at that point with comparable offers from two publishers. Everything
else being equal, he said it came down to a choice of editor-and he recommended
that we go with Jackie Cantor, at Delacorte Press. Knowing absolutely nothing
about editors, I said, Okay, fine. Which turned out to be the best
choice I ever made-other than choosing my husband and my agent. I
had told Perry when I gave him the book that there seemed to be more to this story,
but I thought perhaps I should stop while I could still lift the manuscript. Being
a good agent, Perry emerged with a three-book contract. After that
well,
after that, things got out of hand, and here we are, eight years later. So
where are we, exactly? As I said above, I dont write with an outline-if
I knew what was going to happen, it wouldnt be any fun to write the book,
now, would it? However, as I go along, merrily gluing pieces together, I do sometimes
get a vague idea as to some events that may take place in the story. So, as I
finished Cross Stitch (my working title for what later became Outlander),
I could see that there was more to the story. With
a three-book contract in hand, I started on the second book, Dragonfly in Amber.
A little over halfway through, though, I began to get this uneasy feeling that
perhaps I wouldnt be able to cram the entire American Revolution into one
more book, and there would have to be four volumes. I confided this fear to Perry,
who said, Dont tell them that. Not until the first one is on the shelves,
anyway. Fortunately,
by the time we decided to reveal the Awful Truth, the first books had come out
and sold decently, and the publisher was happy to make us an offer for the fourth
(and presumably final) book in the series. Feeling that this was perhaps the only
chance I might get to induce someone to pay me to write a mystery, I got bold
and said they could have the fourth book if theyd also give me a contract
to write a contemporary mystery. Rather to my surprise, they gave me a contract
for two mysteries-and the fourth of the Outlander books. So
I set in to write. I wrote, and I wrote, and I wrote, and after a year and a half
of this, I said, Ive got a quarter-million words here; why the heck am I
not nearly done with this? A little thought revealed the answer; I had (once again)
too much story to fit into one book. Attending
a writers conference at which my editor was also present, I leaned over
during the awards banquet and hissed in her ear, Guess what? There are five
of them. To which Jackie, a woman of great presence and equanimity, replied,
Why am I not surprised to hear this? Actually,
it was worse than I thought. When I removed all the pieces that actually belonged
in the fifth book, I finally realized that what I was looking at was a double
trilogy-six books in all. The first three books-Outlander, Dragonfly
in Amber, and Voyager-are centered around the Jacobite Rising of 1745.
The second three books are centered in a similar way around the American Revolution,
which was, in a way, a greatly magnified echo of the earlier conflict that ended
at Culloden. And
that leads us in turn to a consideration of just whats going on in these
books. Once I realized that I really was a writer, and that I had not one, but
a series of books, I had two main intentions. One
was a desire to follow the great social changes of the eighteenth century. This
was a time of huge political and social upheaval that saw the transition of the
Western world from the last remnants of feudalism into the modern age, in terms
of everything from politics and science to art and social custom. The tide of
history was changing, flowing from the Old World to the New, borne on the waves
of war, and what better way to look at this than through the eyes of a time-traveler? Now,
this is great stuff for the background of a novel, to be sure, but the fact is
that good novels are about people. A book that doesnt have an absorbing
personal story in the foreground may be good history, or have good ideas-but it
wont be good fiction. So what about the personal angle of this story? The
first book was originally marketed as a historical romance because, although the
book didnt fit neatly into any genre (and at the same time was certainly
not literary fiction), of all the markets that it might conceivably
appeal to, romance was by far the biggest. However
Other
considerations aside, romance novels are courtship stories. They deal with the
forming of a bond between a couple, and once that bond is formed, by marriage
and sexual congress (in that order, we hope)-well, the storys over. That
was never what I had in mind. I
didnt want to tell the story of what makes two people come together, although
thats a theme of great power and universality. I wanted to find out what
it takes for two people to stay together for fifty years-or more. I wanted to
tell not the story of a courtship, but the story of a marriage. Now
to handle adequately themes like the Age of Enlightenment, the fall of monarchy,
and the nature of love and marriage, one requires a certain amount of room. One
also requires rather a complex story. People now and then say to me, But
arent you getting tired of writing about the same old characters?
I certainly would be, if these were the same old characters-but theyre not.
They grow, and they change. They get older, and their lives become more complex.
They develop new depths and facets. While they do-I hope-remain true to their
basic personalities, I have to rediscover them with each book. And
that leads to another question Im often asked: What is it that people find
interesting about the books? For a long time, I replied (honestly), Beats
me, but after years of getting letters and E-mail, I now have some idea
of the things readers say they like. Many
of them enjoy the sense of being there; the vicarious experience of
another place and time. Many like the historical aspects of the books; they enjoy
(they say) learning something while being entertained. Many like the
sense of connection, of rediscovering their own heritage. A good many enjoy the
curious details: the botanical medicine, the medical procedures, the how and why
of daily life in another time. But by far the most common element that people
enjoy in the books is simply the characters-readers care for these people, are
interested in them, and want to know more about them. So,
this companion is intended for readers: a quick reference for those who dont
necessarily want to reread a million and a half words in order to refresh their
memories as to Who or What; a source of information and (maybe) insight on the
characters, a companion for those with an interest in backgrounds and trivia;
an auxiliary guide for those with an interest in the eighteenth century and Things
Scottish, and finally-a brief glimpse into the working methods of a warped mind. True.
I have heard the point made, though, that the novelists skill lies in the
artful selection of detail. Do you not suppose that a volume of such length may
indicate a lack of discipline in such selection, and hence a lack of skill? Fraser
considered, sipping the ruby liquid slowly. I
have seen books where that is the case, to be sure, he said. An author
seeks by sheer inundation of detail to overwhelm the reader into belief. In this
case, however, I think it isna so. Each character is most carefully considered,
and all the incidents chosen seem necessary to the story. No, I think it is true
that some stories simply require a greater space in which to be told.
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